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ive been feeling spectacularly BLAH recently. so much so that i cant really think straight. partly this is caused by the dreaded baby-brain (anywhere from 4-8 weeks left. i refuse to let it come before 38 weeks), partly its the heat. I DONT LIKE THE HEAT. and the baby is making it all worse.

i lie in bed at night, all the sheets tossed off, wondering if i should go get some ice cubes to cool myself off, and hubby is curled up tightly next to me, sheet AND blanket pulled up to his neck, COLD.

this morning, he was wondering whether he ought to put on long pants instead of shorts, and i was wondering if i should take a fan with me to church, or whether i should just stay home and sit in a bathtub full of icecubes for a few hours.

we have an airconditioner in the house, but i feel bad using it when he's obviously cold - if it was actually hot id be fine, but evidently my heat regulating abilities are going wildly haywire.

and it wont be helped much by going to bed with 6 pillows tonight in an effort to keep my feet up and the swelling down.

only a few more weeks to go, and ill be so distracted by the little screaming wriggler i wont even notice.

only a few more weeks.