Sunday, 30 November 2008

b***h - a mememememememememe....

lizzie did a meme and tagged everyone. but i dont have an ipod, or itunes, so i used windows media player. the choice of pretty much nothing but metal will probably give some odd answers.




1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the meme as well as the person you got the meme from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
divinity - amorphis (good one. ask God, not me.)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
not the same - bodyjar (HA!! well.. yeah.. not the same as what?)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
shimmer - fuel (well i do like shiny things.....)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
scarlet rose - edguy (i.. uh.. like roses? im not missing anyone.. um.. YOU ARE WRONG, WMP!!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
smells like teen spirit - nirvana (um.. im not quite sure what to make of that..)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
i'll keep your memory vague - finger eleven (well.. people usually do get vague impressions of me i guess..)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
too close to hate - sevendust (you all want to hate me? really?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
easy life - finger eleven (doesnt everyone want an easy life?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
bounce - system of a down (neither hubby nor my best friend from school are particularly bouncy..... interesting. pogo sticks? um.. yeah.. this is odd)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR SPOUSE?
crawl - staind (well that would be %1000 wrong. except the bit about being addicted.. totally addicted to my hubby.)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
dont call me baby - frankenbok (HA!!!!!!!! well.. i guess im constantly trying to get people to call me by my name rather than nicknames... also the fact that this was a very pop song that got metalised.. so fitting.)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
alive - pearl jam (uh... duh?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE YOUR SPOUSE?
sick of life - godsmack (ok so obviously WMP is trying to break us up.......)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
fall - sevendust (well... my mother certainly though i thought like that at one point.. depression is nasty)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
you suck - the murmurs (WMP REALLY wants to break up me and hubby. whats with this???????)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
bodies - drowning pool (thats slightly hilarious)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
run to the hills - iron maiden (um.. no. i do not like to run, or kill indians.)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
better unborn - amorphis (WHO precisely.. me? nope.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
born to be down - local H (riiiiiiiiiiight..)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
the number of the beast - iron maiden (OMG it got one right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
all the clowns - edguy (have i mentioned im afraid of clowns? i KNEW there was a reason)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
nice to know you - incubus (im.. not sure how to take that..)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
RPM - sugaray (well.. wongas make me laugh.. does that count??)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
whatever - godsmack (its coming up with very strange answers)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
heres johnny - hocus pocus (have you SEEN the shining? its getting things right again. creepy.)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
how you remind me - nickelback (thats not an answer!!)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
i would walk 500 miles - less than jake (oh yeah.. rock everything up..)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
godsmack - alice in chains (none of my friends are on drugs.. God doesnt appear to be angry at me.. not sure how this one fits....)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
b***h - sevendust (grr. had to save the swear words for the title.. didnt it??)



well.. that was odd. WMP wants to break up me and hubby, and gives very odd answers. i ended up cheating because it was picking finger eleven and amorphis for EVERY OTHER SONG. why is random never random? why does it pick the same ones over and over? sigh. so i skipped those after it had done them a couple times.

um.. i dont have ten people with blogs to tag. if you see this and havent done it before, YOU'RE TAGGED.

Thursday, 27 November 2008

do we all turn into our mothers?

my mum is up here for the weekend. a long weekend, since she arrived yesterday (wednesday) night, and will leave on monday morning. i love seeing her and getting to talk and stuff, but... she annoys me too. she's a fusspot.

the weather here has been rather not conducive to drying washing (we have no dryer), so last night i put on a wash, and hung it up inside. when the ads came on in the show i was watching on tv, i turned on the light in the drying room, since its at the other end of the room and i dont see well in the dark - didnt want to fall over carrying a basket of washing - and turned on the light in the laundry so i could get the wash out of the machine, and left it on so i wouldnt forget about it (has happened numerous times in the past). then i sat down to watch the last five minutes of the tv show.

mum chose that exact moment to come out of her room and gasped. 'sarah, you know you really should be more careful about leaving all these lights on. it all adds up in your electricity bill' she said, as she STEPPED OVER the laundry basket. because, you know, since im the one who pays the bill, i have no idea what it costs. 'i know mum. the lights have been on for about 2 minutes, because im about to hang up the washing.' she looked shocked and confused. 'hang up the washing???' then she noticed the laundry basket she'd already stepped over. *HEADDESK* apparently she also hadn't noticed that the hanging rack was set up, even though she'd walked past it about 7 times already by that point.

i understand that she's worried about us. obviously she thinks we're very very poor, since every time i talk to her one of her first questions is 'and are you sure you guys are doing ok financially?' i know that as a parent you cant help but be concerned for your kids. i watch my critter constantly and every time anything happens to him i panic. but at the same time... i am an adult. he is 4. he doesnt have the same life experiences and brain function as an adult, to know when he's doing something dangerous or stupid. i do. and i would have thought mum might have realised this by now. (when i rang her four and a half years ago to tell her i was getting married, her immediate response was "OH sarah... you're not pregnant are you?" not 'congratulations' or 'when so i can be there?' (she was in a different country to me) she didnt quite realise i was a grownup then, and still doesnt seem to realise it.)

and really.. is having 2 extra lights on for 15 minutes once a month going to be a huge problem? especially since lights are not turned on during the day unless its exceptionally cloudy?

what concerns me most is that it might be genetic. am i doomed to become this worrywort? will i constantly be convinced that my kids have no money and dont know how to live their own lives? will i panic constantly because they are not doing things the way i would have done them?


will i become my mother?

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

give the pregnant lady a heart attack why dont you

i just hopped on to my bank's website to check my account balance, and transfer some money from my savings to everyday account, so i can pay some bills before i get slugged with late fees.

and when i saw the balance in said accounts, i nearly had a heart attack. theres about... 20 or so times more than i expected in my account.

first i thought i'd gone insane.

then i realised maybe taxes had come in earlier than i was expecting.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now i just have to wait for the form in the mail to tell me how much was from what....

:(


i am no longer wearing my wedding and engagement rings.

the skin under where they were looks slightly shiny and wrinkly, and almost like a scar.

i feel naked without them.






for the observant among you, yes, there is a diamond missing from my wedding ring. has been for about 4 years now. ive got so used to it i almost dont want to get it 'fixed'. oh and my rings are tiny. my wedding ring fits completely within my husband's with room to spare. one day i'll get a picture of that...

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

more boredom..

along with some requests and frustration, leads to............ foooooooooood.

to be updated sporadically, and spare you all from hunger when you dont want to be hungry.

dizzy dizzy dizzy

i was supposed to go in to the hypertension clinic at the hospital today for a checkup. had to reschedule it for next week, because when i got up this morning the whole world started to spin.

spinning is normal in my world. theres a decent chance that my world will go momentarily dark, my hearing dim, my head get hot, and the world start leaning, EVERY TIME i stand up. im used to it. what im NOT used to is when the leaning/spinning world hangs around. all day ive been feeling as if im standing on an angle . when im sitting down, it feels as if the chair is rising slowly.

and its a fair walk from the bus stop to the hospital.. i didnt think i could make it. so i rescheduled my appointment, and went in to the doctor.

either im suffering from vertigo, or i have a urinary infection. with no other symptoms. other than the fact that i have the pee a million times a day - but im pregnant. thats normal.

ugh. im to take it easy for the next few days, and go back to the doctor on friday to check how i am, and see if i do in fact have an infection - in which case i get antibiotics.


JOY.

i was bored....

...so i changed it.


this doesnt mean i like pink.